Those days when I was a kid.. when I
have no idea what career is all about.. what I will be in the future .. as far as i can
still remember, when I was 7, my
school teacher asked the students what
we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like prime minister,
president, astronaut or in my case…an actress
(what the heck??I know...maybe due to the fact tht I had involved in acting at
tadika.)..So when we were ten, they asked again the same question and we
answered - rock star, artist, or in my case, a superhero (dont judge
me..xP).... But now that we've grown up,they keep asking the same old question
but they demands a serious answer.
This is what I have to say : Ever
since I was 7 or maybe, 6, I have always wanted to be a doctor. My friends,
however, had weird ambitions like becoming superheroes, the one who have powers
or magic to regain back the soul of those who have died. I was the one whose feet
was still on the ground even when I was a kid. I was so used to actually being
in this world that I didn't allow myself to dream of the impossible. Now that
I'm all grown up, I realized what I had been missing as a child.
" Dreams".
Kids are amazing creatures. They're easily
influenced by those 'ever afters' stories from glossy pages with pictures of Power
Puff Girls n cinderella. They think of happy thoughts, which explains why they
act as if the whole universe revolves around them. They dream all they want and
believe those big ambitions of theirs may come true someday. If I could turn
back time, I would tell my younger and hingusan self to dream and not be afraid
of them not becoming true. It's a stupid topic to talk about. Dreams. Yess, I
am fully aware of me being simply absurd but hey, i have no fear of ridicule
this time. I believe in dreams as much as I believe that the ice will melt if it is being placed in a
hot water.. I believe in dreams as much as I believe that the colours of a
rainbow are red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet and indigo. I believe in
dreams as much as I believe that the clock rotate clockwise. I love making
comparisons :) “Dreams are like paintings and we're the artists. We paint
whatever we like with whatever colours we choose”.
And now it’s the time. the
time that will determine what I will be 5 years from now. Pray for my interview
this coming April people ! May He bless
me with confidence and ease.