Tuesday, 22 March 2016

those days...

Those days when I was a kid.. when I have no idea what career is all about.. what I  will be in the future .. as far as i can still remember, when I was 7, my school teacher  asked the students what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like prime minister, president, astronaut  or in my case…an actress (what the heck??I know...maybe due to the fact tht I had involved in acting at tadika.)..So when we were ten, they asked again the same question and we answered - rock star, artist, or in my case, a superhero (dont judge me..xP).... But now that we've grown up,they keep asking the same old question but they demands a serious answer.
This is what I have to say : Ever since I was 7 or maybe, 6, I have always wanted to be a doctor. My friends, however, had weird ambitions like becoming superheroes, the one who have powers or magic to regain back the soul of those who have died. I was the one  whose feet was still on the ground even when I was a kid. I was so used to actually being in this world that I didn't allow myself to dream of the impossible. Now that I'm all grown up, I realized what I had been missing as a child.
" Dreams".
 Kids are amazing creatures. They're easily influenced by those 'ever afters' stories from glossy pages with pictures of Power Puff Girls n cinderella. They think of happy thoughts, which explains why they act as if the whole universe revolves around them. They dream all they want and believe those big ambitions of theirs may come true someday. If I could turn back time, I would tell my younger and hingusan self to dream and not be afraid of them not becoming true. It's a stupid topic to talk about. Dreams. Yess, I am fully aware of me being simply absurd but hey, i have no fear of ridicule this time. I believe in dreams as much as I believe that  the ice will melt if it is being placed in a hot water.. I believe in dreams as much as I believe that the colours of a rainbow are red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet and indigo. I believe in dreams as much as I believe that the clock rotate clockwise. I love making comparisons :) “Dreams are like paintings and we're the artists. We paint whatever we like with whatever colours we choose”.

And now it’s the time. the time that will determine what I will be 5 years from now. Pray for my interview this coming April people !  May He bless me with confidence and ease. 

1 comment :

  1. What a nice story!
    And that's true, all we need is 'Dream', imagine if there's no dream, which mean no invention, no car, plane, movies, superhero, even the president.
    I wish i can read all ur post immediatelly, cause the time...